You might be busy with your usual routines, I beg you to read this letter this just once. Tears filled in my eyes, I'm writing this letter to you because my beloved one asked me to do. He hope that my pain will get reduce while I write. 

    People might think family is supposed to be our safe heaven. Very often, it's the place were we find the deepest heartbroken. This is the true words experienced by a 25 year old young girl. People will provoke you until they brings out your ugly side then play victim when you go there. This is the exact situation in my life. Life is a thorn bed, everybody know that. But one day I came to know that the thorns are my family.

    Once my family is the world to me, but now no one in my world is ready to accept me because of my love. All of a sudden everything get change. Love is a most powerful word which conquer everything. Love thought me a lot. Pain and sufferings are the most usual things in my life now a days.

    I'm trying to accept the life as it is. But keeps on failing and it is getting worse day by day. Everyday while going to bed I have a hope that everything will come to an end soon. But there's no change till now. Still I'm having some hope that everything will be alright soon. 

    But my inner mind says loudly that "You are such a stupid idiot. You are living with the cruel people. Don't forget that. They won't accept you and your love. For them you are such a bitch, doing it all for physical pleasure. Then why are you staying with them? Just throw it off and go and live your life."

    All the things what I'm hearing broke me inside. Eyes filled with tears going to bed daily. No one will understand my pain. Even a sleep also not working out. Most of the time sleeping is a nightmare to me.

    My daily conversation with my loved one is a medicine for my sadness. "Whenever I think about you unaware of my situation, I started smiling inside and outside. You're the only medicine for my sadness."

    But sometimes I have a fear that will it continue. Same like here also my false hope plays a role. Everyday is not an usual day. Each day gives a new experience of pain and heartbreak. I'm trying my best to survive in this world. I want to live my life with my loved one. The day I'm going to get marry my loved one is a happiest day in my life. Longing for that day.

    Now a days I feeling like dying. Finding a solution to get out from this. Struggling to marry my loved one. Now I didn't have any hope in my life. I'm a lonely broken heart. Sometimes I wish to thrown out me from everyone and get out of this. I wish to end my life. But i can't able do this as well, because I don't want to leave my man all alone. God If you have any wishes for me "please change this situation in a dizzy and  let me marry my man and live a beautiful life or Otherwise kill me." Living in a hell like family is 1000 times better than dying.